Dijon and I have two daughters, who are totally opposite in personality....always have been, since they were tiny little things. One was a very prim and proper little princess, who enjoyed playing quietly with her dolls. The other, the younger, was a tomboy who loved all things wild and exciting! So while my oldest gravitated toward calmer rides during our outings to theme parks, my baby girl always longed for lots of rides on the wildest of the roller coasters. She would have LOVED the one in the picture above, and luckily for me, Dijon would have been happy to accompany her on the ride!
I'm reminded of these theme part adventures lately.....I feel like I'm on two roller coasters in my life right now. As I've mentioned, our pup has IMHA, and it is an autoimmune illness with lots of ups and downs. In fact, it is much like AI illnesses humans suffer from, according to my rheumatologist. As a result of his illness and the side effects of his medications, he is often up during the night, and our sleep is spotty at best. We visit the vet often, and I must keep an ever-watchful eye on him.
So the stress from that roller coaster adds to the "excitement" of the roller coaster that I already live on.....my fibro has been "off the charts" lately. Imagine the fibro roller coaster as having HUGE climbs, ENORMOUS falls, and TWISTING curves. Far from keeping symptoms under control, I am suffering a horrific flare right now. The fatigue is back to bone-crushing levels, literally. And the pain grows each day as well. Keegan rides with me, breathing fire.
The main thing I do in times like this is try to give myself all the extra rest and sleep I can. I nap as often as possible. Some people argue against that, saying it will disrupt your night sleep. When I am in a flare, I don't find that to be true for me. I find that I can nap, and sleep all night as well. (But remember, everyone has to find what works for them.)
In time, I know things will improve. The roller coasters will smooth out...Keegan will go back to sleep, eventually... life will settle a bit. I just need to wait this out. And rest.
Soooo, are you a roller coaster fan?? I confess, the real ones scare me a bit!!!
See ya soon,
~~~~~Sally~~~~~